Do you feel as if you know me? Like, do you think “Is that damn Totsy for real”? or do you say something like, “I know exactly what Totsy means,” and give yourself a high five?
I really don’t have to deliberate on what I wanna say or not but you know, early in my blogging days, I saw this woman on her blog in her panties and bra in her bathroom. Not a big deal when you think, oh it’s like wearing a less fancy bathing suit, but well, she was in her panties and bra. She didn’t have a job though. She was a stay-at-home mom who was talking about, in that particular post, accepting her body. It was a skinny body, just so you know, and not the best shaped one, in my opinion. And I guess once you do something like that, folk can say whatever they want pertaining to it. I didn’t say nothing though. She seemed to have a lotta support and comments, so I moved on to some other blog ’cause I didn’t like looking at her body and well, I decided to keep my mouth shut.
Anyhow, I know you folk been asking why I’m in the middle of the east and all and it’s no big deal but I don’t wanna say right now. I don’t think why I’m here is more important than me sharing with you the experiences I’m getting, so try to remember that, if you will. In my mind, I’m here for a lotta reasons, so I can’t pin it down to one specifically. I do have another secret though, and it happened this morning. It surprised the shit outta me and I don’t get surprised by too much. Maybe I’m just bland that way. Or maybe I saw it and chose to ignore it, the way folk do and here I am, in my mind, going, “OMG! OMG! OMG!” It’s not a huge deal really but I haven’t decided if I wanna say something about it yet. In this case, I’m feeling indecisive and that’s not good, I don’t reckon.
So now, you’re like, “Totsy, why’re you even posting this to tell us nothing?” Well, I wanted to see how you felt about the mostly naked woman, I guess. I won’t be presenting you with my nakedness but on a blog, I think, metaphorically, we do get naked. My secret? I’m kinda embarrassed to tell you, to be honest. You know, I’m shy and whatnot. (wink, wink)